today the end of my march hols. sunday. the last day. got to make the best of it.
yeap. and i did. i woke up not very refreshing. cos stress caught me in my insomia again.
sleepless. fall asleep by 4a.m. but is alright i fall asleep thinkin. all the things that happened in the past years months and days. i tell my self today i'm gonna make good use of my life. i'm gonna live it to the fullest. i'm not gonna be sad alright! i'm not going to be depressed. i'm gonna put on my lovely smile and face my boy. i'm gonna make him feel jus happy to see me. the bright and cheery me. i know if i smile to myself today. no matter how fat or ugly or anything. i believe my smile can brighten anything. even my day. and the people around. so i'll start every thing today. and i'm sooo glad everything went well.

went to town. watch "son of the mask" real crappy. but nvm i love the dog okae. dogs are man's best friend, who can argue with this? so i'm in an awfully good mood. eating beef bolognise and ham n sausage pasta. mushroom cream soup garlic bread and ice tea. woo. i enjoy all this. forget my diet for the moment. give me my coke and zapple.

finally i bought something to cheer myself up for being hard on myself this whole week. tell my self i'm alright and buy the clothes i love. i'm still gonna buy clothes even i'm not 10 kg lighter. i bought a green spagetti top from giodano. striking blue tee from far east. a pair of slippers from cine. i love everything. pamper myself :)

lets start everything afresh tml. let me love myself.